Tuesday, May 19, 2009

You're bugging me

I do not want to be in a relationship. I am not so delusional that I think I don't need anyone, but I do not want a significant other. I want my family, my parents and my siblings. I want to spend a lot of time and energy working on a better life with them; understanding them and loving them. I do not want to put that kind of energy into a boyfriend.

I do not want to have to compete for affection with another person, or a television show, or a video game, or his mother. I do not want to convince someone how good I am. I don't want to be convinced by someone how good they are. I loathe hearing about sports. I despise having an important conversation and then months later discovering what I said didn't matter. I don't want to think about in-laws and planning a wedding I cannot afford.

Stop trying to nail me down because I can see right through you.

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