Why is this about you?

I'm not good at being building you up. I am sorry that you are not my best friend. I would say I want to change that or work on it, butthat would be a lie. I cannot handle your constant negativity, pettiness, and selfishness. We can be a quantances, share the occassjona dinner, those once ina while kind of friends. I'm not going to be unhappy just to make you comfortable. I cannot spend All my time with you because you alienate your other friends and judge then so harshly. I smelter that I've hurt you and I'm bit string enough just to be bkun and ell you our friendship isn't as close as you think I is. I don't ever want to intentionally hurt your feelings or upset you. But I also can't lie and tell you thinks you wantto hear because I'm just walking on egg shells. I don't want to make my life a secret from you for fear of hurting your feelings.